what is going on? by chad gurley

what is going on?

sometimes i don't know where i am,
what's going on,
what i should be doing,
if i should be doing anything.

it's a weird moment for me,
one that is uneasy,
and one that i'm feeling right now.

i don't know, God.

i'm afraid of myself,
just afraid.
what is that about,
and why do i mistrust myself.

i feel that i do me wrong,
that's why.
do i need to give myself a break,
or do i just need to relax in You?

i'm confused
and desperately need
Guidance.

In Jesus Christ's Name.